bismillah. 

mengatur masa itu payah.

cuba mencintai berpagi-pagi dan balik bermalam-malam.

sudah menjadi rutin. uhuk uhuk.

baru balik osem buddy.

adik-adik, jika Allah sudah jentik hati kamu cinta kebaikan, istiqamahlah di jalan ini.

doakan kita dapat bersama dalam perjuangan dakwah.

dunia, hapuskan kecintaan padanya. 

kejar akhirat, dapat dunia dapat akhirat.

tapi kalau dikejar dunia, maka tiada dapat lah akhirat.

ada di antara mereka lebih baik

cuba tiru

meniru hanya salah di dewan peperiksaan

kakmas dah nak pergi umrah

doakan kita juga dapat pergi waktu muda ni

jeles jeles

kirimkan doa:)

Bismillah.

#1

Assalamualaikum cinta. Selamatlah di sana, kami doakan disini.

Dia balik hari jumaat, rupanya pergi tak kembali.

Syukur, sempat melihat dia pada terakhir kali, banyak kali.

Sangat rindu padanya, tidak sekarang.

Setiap masa pun dari dulu after dah pindah rumah.

Sekarang lebih lebih rinduuuu.

Doakan dia kawan-kawan.

Semoga saham akhirat banyak bantu.

Ani sayang sangat kak dayah ;)

Akan guna barang akak elok-elok.

 Moga jd saham akhirat utk akak.

#2

Bertukar tanggungjawab dan amanah.

Pada yang lebih berat.

Dengan pengharapan semua.

Mujur usrah sentiasa mendalamkan kefahaman, mengeluarkan sedikit demi sedikit rasa tidak mahu dalam hati.

Usrah sangat penting. Tunjang.

Biar ia menambahkan amal, menambahkan faham.

#3

Tidak suka perasaan menyusahkan orang.

Maafkan saya semua.

Ayah, angah, mak, kaklong, makzum.

Kawan.

Hamba ini lemah, mudah terlepas pandang.

Kembali melutut dan mengadu pd Ilahi.

Itulah hikmah.

Dalam kesibukan, Allah melihat dan memberi ujian.

#4

Apa khabar iman? Apa khabar amal?

Mutabaah to do.

Kita student, jangan kedekut masa dengan Allah.

Jangan berkira.

Penat tak terkejar. Mana keberkatan masa? Jaga please.

Allah akan bantu urusan anda.

Dia akan mudahkan. Buat je, buat je. The rest serahkan pada Dia.

#5

MH370.

539 syahid tersenyum.

Konsert utk pemuda.

Ayuh kembali pada Islam. 

bismillah.
lectures for the first week ended. lots of new stuff, new experiences.
many to get solved : sticker, roadtax, logbook, hospital posting, labwork, presentation etc.
packed weekend too.

active at campus, but at home, why we become passive? not moving?
static with no tarbiyyah at all? - need to link with others, keeping track of tarbiyyah.
new responsibility, very hard-may Allah ease.
"everyone wants to use money, but only economy bureau finds money? hah? finding money for the sake of dakwah and programmes to be carried out smoothly is everyone's job."
"they do not understand. this is our work. together."

focus-more on study, need to work extra. people who are busy will use time wisely. practice.
no more fun. focus. focus. focus.

at lost. shocked. be prepared.

Bismillah.

'if you know you have the syndrome of short term memory loss, you should write on the first day!" eheh.

self-scold.

well first day. hm. completely not ready. homesick ;')

first meeting with kak mila, my optom :). i thought she's a talkative/peramah person, just guessing over the phone when i kept calling the place.

but she's quite silent, not much talking.

and then meets with kak mai, amir.

abg naz n kak su (just a glimpse of them) for the first day.

one word i can tell is, AWKWARD with the new people, new place.

and with no one to talk to. haha

it's my second job outside though ngeeee.

the first customer came on the day!

kakmila,"jom buat refraction."

"ha? ha ok ok." without much hesitation. but haha. cehh.

kakmila is not the type to say everything in such and such, you need to ask first. hehe

kak mai, a sweet sister. "you mailah duk sini. you memang pendiam eh?"

haha. i feel like answering, "i am silent, but to new people je. i enjoy talking if the new ppl shows interest."

but kih3, i only smiled.

I will strive this! :D

Bismillah.

14 Feb 2014. exam result today.

Allah THE GREATEST.

the tranquility during exam, and during checking the result.

HE gives me this. :))

all the best dear friends.

"If you know you have no time to be wasted, you will find the right time to study."

I slpt early last night. went home after,

"Malam maulidurrasul surau plaza angsana. 

Peniaga muslim yg tidak sekadar mengejar kebendaan tp mengejar saham akhirat. 

Terbaik! Wujud orang-orang yg berusaha membaiki ummat di saat ummat sedang rosak. Yang lainnya kt plaza angsana ni, suraunya hidup dgn solat berjemaah dan kuliah agama! Nikmat sungguh org johor nih.

Dalam gambar, qasidah anak-anak istimewa(buta). Suara merdu, menusuk kalbu. Wuwu walau buta mata tp celik hati. Mata anugerah yg bernilai, boleh jd penyumbang dosa yg besar kalau tak jaga. Nauzubillah.

Eye is the window to the soul:)"

seriously the blind people had made wonderful and inspirational moves around the globe.. those disabled people had gave us tremendous feeling, if they could achieve that, why could not you?

the sahabiah, Abdullah ibn Maktum.

the Malay scholar, first blind man who managed to get pHd, Dr Ismail..(cannot recall suddenly)

the arab boy, who said he does not want to see again because he wants the blessing of Allah in akhirah due to his disability..

and now, I see the blind people in front of me. Really, Allah wants to show mw something. :'/

Optometry-primary eye care:]

Sorrowness

1. Ulama' had been dying one by one. we had been busy focusing on our ambition, busy collecting money, untill we did not realised the gems of the world had left us. ;/

2. Syria has not cooled down yet. killings are everywhere. but poverty is there too. we ate too much, but our kids there had been dying because of no food at all. no water. nothing! what have we done for them? what will we say to Rasulullah for letting his ummah dying? :( *please keep praying*

3. Bombing everywhere in Gaza strip. Israel targetting Muslim.

4. Middle Africans partying by killing Muslims!

Can we stand this? Can we? HUHUHUHU